Let me be your Guardian Angel~

I like you.

urmm.. maybe..

but im afraid...

afraid if that LOVE is only in me..

and not YOU..

awak datang dalam hidup saya secara tiba-tiba..

awak mengubah hidup saya tiba-tiba juga..

bayangkan hari bertambah ceria sejak ada awak..

hari saya tak lekang dengan senyuman sejak ada awak..

i m SORRY..

i already fall for YOU..

.S.O.R.R.Y.

i cant stopped myself from thinkin bout you.

how can?

yeah.. if there is only you... a person that always make me laugh and smile..

without you, my life was pathetic..

thanks.. really thanks for the song that u sang for me on my birthday last month..

i know... it doesnt meant anything for you..

because im only your protege.. n you r my mentor...

but at that time, really.. you'd open my heart..

ONCE again in my life..

whenever you played ur guitar..

you threw me away..

yeah.. dulu saya pernah berangan seseorang boleh menyanyikan sebuah lagu yang penuh makna untuk saya.

saya hanya minta lagu SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN..

but you gave me 4 songs..

n the other day, you sang me Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus..

but i know.. i doesnt meant anything for you..

n you just said that, ' i know you damn loved that song, because of that saje je nak nyanyi utk protege '

saya tahu saya hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan..

but really.... awak berikan saya sesuatu..

sesuatu yang saya rasa ianya hilang dalam diri saya.... dulu..

awak beri saya KEKUATAN..

awak beri saya SENYUMAN..

awak beri saya KETAWA..

awak beri saya TEMPAT.. tempat bercerita, tempat berkongsi, tempat bersama.

saya tahu awak tak akan baca ini..

sebab saya tak akan benarkan awak tahu...

i just wanna say..

i know i love you when all i want is for you to be happy, even that means i m not a part of it...

yeahh it hurts whenever seein you.. with other person..

but what can i do.. if the TRUE SMILE n HAPPINESS from you is only from the Girl that you really NEED..

the Girl that you'd in LOVE  with..

i m not anyone.. i m just ME.

someone that always failed in LOVE..

someone that aint tell the truth bout her feelings...

I am a firm believer that sometimes its right to the wrong thing..

and the wrong thing that scribbled in mind right now is..

IGNORING YOU...

i want to be your guardian angel... 

always be by your sides...

but i cant...

but.. i think im still your guardian angel..

bcuz.. i would never tired pray for you..

n always want you to be happy.. even the person that you really need is not me..

sorry mentor.

because i really do LOVE you.

i m sorry..

tidur seranjang dengan suami orang...!!!!

Teman saya ini (katakanlah namanya Ema, 25 tahun) bekerja dengan satu perusahaan konsultan yang tidak terlalu besar sebagai assistant dan salah seorang partner pada perusahaan konsultan tersebut (Kita sebut saja namanya Andy).Ema sangat mengkagumi profil dan karakter Andy.

Sebut saja semua hal yang baik, maka Andy memilikinya. Otak yang cemerlang, sikap yang profesionaldan gentleman, penampilan yang selalu rapi and nice looking serta usia baru 34 tahun (waktu itu). Ema pula adalah seorang wanita yang memiliki segala yang diidamkan oleh seorang lelaki,bentuk tubuh yang sempurna,paras yang cantik,fikiran matang serta bijak,berpewatakan ceria & suka tersenyum.

Disebabkan Ema selalu bertugas bersama Andy maka Ema akhirnya mulai menyayangi Andy lebih dari team partner & Ema membiarkan saja perasaannya kepada Andy tumbuh tanpa halangan. Semakin hari dia semakin jatuh hati kepada Andy.

:)

.hye.

u all can called me G.

=)

blog ini dicipta bukan untuk luahan perasaan tetapi cuma ingin berkongsi.

hidup sendiri kadang2 membosankan. 

kadangkala kita perlu bercerita mengenai macam2 mende yg terjadi dalam hidup kita.

blog ini merupakan salah satu sisi dari berbagai sudut dalam hidup G yang brgelar seorang insan biasa.

well.. takmau la formal sgt..

im not the type yg seyes or formal sgt.

:)

saya gila.

dan sy juga mahu anda gila seperti sy.

ini adalah post yang ke 3..

actually i dont know how n where to start~.

huh.. =.='

start from today , 

G nak jd seorang yg rajin update blog.. :) semangat!!

alololo.. comel kan makcik ni..

erm... actually masih blur n tak tahu nk tulis ape...

well...

everytime awak semua dtg kat blog G ni ni.. 

i'll make sure that all of you enjoyed a very good moment here.. :)

sy nak awak semua hepi ..

sebab.. 

biler awak hepi, sy pon akan hepi jugak...

bubye~

the things that a girl always wished her boy knew~

When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

 When she starts cursing at you, tell her that you love her.

 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

 When she pulls away, pull her back.

When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

When she’s scared, protect her.

When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

 Don’t let her have the last word.

 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it,

because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

 Let her into your world.

 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she’s important.

 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;

“Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

~sometime i missed the moments when be beloved~

This Is ME~

Assalamualaikum.

Fuhhh n Wow!!! I am really happy cuz i’ve made it!!

Yeah.. bout this blog.. i’ll gonna rock it!

First of all.. i dun deny dat im not really good in English.. n i can say dat this blog is created for me to improve myself in bringing myself in front.

Yeah. I am a girl.. dan tiada langsung keraguan keatasnya, i am 19. N still studying in an IPTA somewhere in Malaysia... hahaha.. the reason why im here is just to express myself, my feelings n share  stories about my life instead of making new friends.

Do follow me if you like me and my blog. I admit dat im  not sweet, im not adorable. But what i have here is ME, myself.  There is nothing that are more beautiful to all creatures in this Earth instead of Honesty. N im here with who i am.

THANK YOU!!